yesterday's chalet was dang fun. one big mess haha. got to play halo 3. the BBQ was quite spastic... they actually ordered some fish stuff from the wholesaler specially so tt i could eat more stuff... but i ended up eating everything and other ppl ended up coping the fish haha. it was fun. dom was being a bugger though...

KNNBCCB.... punishment... more punishment. guess what?? another twist to the dagger. now my dad as charging a whopping $1.50 for every hour of com i use. WTF? that's a whole $1 gone! now i have to do more shit to get my $$. i can't say its unfair... but why does he have to change price? NBCCB WTF. i don't care how much he cares... yeah. he is subtly simulating the adult world... more like giving me a taste of why i shouldn't continue on... why life sux... more reasons why i don't want to be part of it.

i'm so doing my best not to swear anymore...

yesterday i few interesting stuff happened...

1) FISH BAH KWA! when my dad went to buy bah kwa from lim chee guan, i was sulking over the fact that i can't eat bah kwa anymore... misery. then i saw that they were selling fish bah kwa!!!! i dunno whether its new but my dad bought a small amt to try. IT SO FRIGGIN ROX!!!!! fish bah kwa saved my life.

2) I changed my hairstyle... slightly. usually i get the barber to cut slope. yesterday i got them to juz tidy up the back, so now it is like potentially layered... i like it more. slope is juz so lame.

3) my dad is no longer gonna pay for my meals with the family. this makes things very simple. I'm gonna use my fair earned $$ to buy a bass at the end of the month. he doesn't give a damn about what i do with it, so he juz keeps finding ways to make me lose more money or earn less. i'm beginning to think he is attempting to prevent me from buying a good bass cuz he hates rock. NEVERMIND. very simple. if he couldn't care less about my current endevours, i couldn't give a damn about myself either. based on my calculations, i'll have JUST enough $$ to get a bass. i dun want to spend anymore. i eat lunch with my family every week. that's gonna burn a huge chunk of my $$. so... no money? no food. why should i send my dough on food... i dun nid to eat. can come home and eat for free. dun tell me my dad will make me pay for the food i eat at home...

i've decided to clean up my blog... apparently some ppl were not very comfortable with it... i guess it doesn't pay...

great. my friend (who shall not be named) introduced me to a cheaper brand of bass called acepro... since it was a korean brand... i would suppose it is of good quality. They seem to have some good humbucking 5 string basses... much cheaper than an ibanez EDB 405... i'll see how it goes... i wanna get a substantial amp and a bass overdrive if i have enough $$

just an update... i just did some calculations... now i'm only earning a $23 per day for much more shit compared to $25 for less stuff. bloody hell. FYI $2 less a day is a BIG LOSS.

WHAT I HATE MOST IS THAT I CAN'T ARGUE WITH MY DAD FOR MORE CUZ HE MAY JUZ DO STH STUPID LIKE NOT GIVING ME $$ AT ALL

juz when i was on a roll earning $25 a day my dad had to slash the price of my stuff. now i have to do a whole much more shit to get $25. what a bunch of crap. now i also have to read one book a week for my money to be good. whyy must my dad have to make it so difficult to buy a bass? having to earn my own allowance is a big change enough. NOW THIS? just when i was doing SO WELL.

IF ADULT LIFE IS SO DIFFICULT I WANT NO PART IN IT. JUST KILL ME

whoa... today i wore the insole for 4 hrs... friggin painful. once again, it's like a hard piece of shit stuck in ur shoe... good thing it only hurt for the last 1 hr.

juz recieved the insoles for my flat feet... dang uncomfortable... in fact its quite painful, pressing on the "arc". it's like a hard piece of shit stuck in ur shoe... but it does help me walk more stably

heh. today i "brought" my mom to swee lee to buy a new guitar for her cuz her old guitar (the only guitar at home) broke a tuning peg. dang spastic. the peg can only loosen the string, so it was a one way thing. for yall non guitar ppl, it juz means that we can't play it anymore cuz we can't tune it.
anyway, we got a good buy, a cort acoustic steel-stringed guitar, unlike the old broken classical nylon string guitar. much nicer. sound also nicer. quite cheap too.
swee lee is DANG NICE!!!! so many electric guitars!!!! i'm especially happy cuz there were ibanez guitars!!!!!!!!!!! but dang ex...

yesterday's train delay incident was SPAZTIC... i arrived at the train station just after the service resumed... i had to wait off 2 friggin trains before i could squeeze - not just get onto - SQUEEZE onto a train. took so long...

anyway something went terribly wrong yesterday. i realised my piano exam is on a date where i'm overseas... friggin suay... now we're figuring out what to do.

haiz... so much homework, so few things to do... getting boring. at least i'm doing like 30 pushups and 30 situps a day. that'll earn me like $6 under my dad's earn-money-from-me-to-buy-a-guitar-and-get-allowance scheme... at least now i'm earning like a stable $9 a day. that's more allowance than i usually get during school time.