WTF. i ask if i can borrow money from my dad. juz 300 friggin bucks... then he come and tell me what muz have what shit interest and what bloody plan to pay him back the money... WTF. why muz he make it so difficult? the friggin money is his at the beginning and the end rite? WTF. i'm bloody pissed. i noe he's not money face or anything... but WHY CAN'T HE STOP PLAYING THE BANK IN THE GOD FORSAKEN WORLD OF MONEY AND START PLAYING THE DAD?

what the freak

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!! chinese written o level is OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE CHINESE STUFF!!!!!!! haha of course i'll make sure i don't lose touch with this language, as it is, after all, a language. now i have a HUGE burden off my back.

but... today other than showcasing what i've learnt during the the exam, i have also LEARNT something. i've learnt that cleon is:
- bloody peevish
- bloody irritating
- bloody spoilt
okay... maybe i didn't just learn the last one today... but hey
no, you can't say this is cyber bullying. cuz this is not. the above are, in fact, facts. :-) 这些都是真实的话，而不是一个仁者见仁，智者见智的东西。haha i had to get that out cuz i didn't get to use that just now.

after that i went to sweelee in sims drive. whoa that place is really big, and really has alot, ALOT of stuff. i managed to try out something called a squier 5 string P bass, and it is actually not bad. LTD still owns. haha after trying the bass and walking around and causing more inconvenience to the staff, in the end, i rewarded them by buying: a pick. haha a nice planet waves hard pick. that's all. haha. the cashier was also very funny. after going through all the keyboard typing and stuff just to check out a 50cent pick, she asked if i needed a carrier for my new little pick. haha we all had a good laugh.

i can't believe i just wasted almost THREE BLOODY HOURS in school with the chinese ppl. WTF. i thought they were gonna do sth useful... but ends up they were just doing the usual useless shit. WTF... i can never forgive myself for not walking out that back door earlier. how to face my dad now? i really 对不起 him understandor not?

aaahhh... my dad finally got people to fix the water heater. actually they changed it. finally can shower with warm water in the morning again!!! sheer relief.
i noe some of yall are thinking: who is this bloody wuss who bathes with warm water? he should be training for NS where they don't have a choice?
well lemme ask you this: why bring hell closer than it already is?

WOOT! i went to Davis today. that's a guitar shop in peninsular shopping center for those non-guitar ppl. i got to see the OLP mm3 bass. it is sort of a budget musicman stingray 5. that's a bass guitar for those non-guitar ppl. for those non-music ppl, a bass guitar is a big piece of wood with strings on it. frankly, not too impressive... but when i came to the LTD B-105, wow! only $495 and so good quality!!!!!!!! I WANT!!!!

ISN'T IT A BEAUT

haiz... chinese is just a week away. dunno whether i'll make it. i feel like taking the keyboard and whacking it on the monitor now cuz i am FRIGGIN STRESSED. the chinese department is not doing anything to help me improve, my dad's good teaching method will take a while... i don't have a friggin while. what to do? i dun even think i wanna do chinese. i'd rather pontang the friggin exam and concentrate on getting the language into my system not for the sake of exam. IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. how the freak do you use 报章报道 in real life? it's a useless skill that they drill us on. this skill actually has a proper name in english. it is called A WASTE OF TIME.

let me be very honest...
i'm tired.
i'm very tired.
i'm sick and tired.
i'm sick and tired of caring.
bloody hell
i'm tired of caring about my o levels
i'm tired of caring about my chinese
i'm tired of caring about my time management
i'm tired of caring about how i feel
i'm tired of caring about how i allow others to make me feel.
let's face it... just kill me now. i'm tired of living.